If My Fingers Could Bleed

...it would have left a trail from the kitchen to the office in our house. Splatters from the keyboard where I wrote articles all day and coded websites at the same time, to the kitchen sink where I refilled my glass with water for the thousandth time.



A Modicum of Anonymity | If My Fingers Could Bleed



If my fingers could bleed, it would have smeared creases of blood on my forehead, dried stains on top of the other, for the countless times I tried to massage it to ease off my headaches.

If my fingers could bleed, I would have curved a red line from my chest to my hips to show myself in the mirror how much weight I would have lost had I been training instead of studying without end in front of the computer.

If my fingers could bleed, I might have probably expressed this with my own blood. My fingers bleeding a little bit more each time they touched the paper to write these words.

But they are not bleeding, Thank God.

Maybe I will just have to write again about how things really are.






The world may have failed you, it doesn't give a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path.
- Within Temptation, "Angels"

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